It’s not that something I’ve just realise but I’ve been thinking what do I want to do with my life
of course I do think things like, I’d work my arse off for 10 years or so, quit the job and hello world tour~
well, that is if my income is like… so awesomely good that I can quit just like that haha
ok that’s just a dream wishing it will come true heeeeee~
I’m wondering if I didn’t take engineering in the first place, how would I turn out to be like?
someone better? or might be worse than I am now?
would I feel a lot better about myself?
I love engineering, I certainly do
but… well, how should I put this
don’t you ever feel like you’d like to stop with whatever you’re doing right now and restart your life?
live somewhere nobody knows you, totally new environment
try new things, totally unrelated from before
to do things from the beginning again
it’s not that I’m not satisfy with how things are
I’m comfortable with it
it’s just that… it feels too numb with how life been treating me right now
err that does mean I’m not satisfy with a of things haha
am I the only weird one here that wants to start over my life again? 😆
p/s this painting going to take ages to complete since I’m planning to paint the whole body not just the face and I only work on it for a few hours only during the weekend 😛
it’s umm… looking ok so far I suppose?